That Old Feeling

Ever wonder how your first love felt liked?
remember the old feeling?
the feeling which was long gone...
or you thought was gone...

seeing him again is liked the very first time we ever met...
i still remember the first time when we meet...
it wasn't anything special and nowhere romantic it was just a normal day...
normal means nothing special is going to happen...

seeing him again gave me a whole new breath,
a feeling i once had,
and thought i forgot all about it already,
but when we meet,
the special feeling seems to never left me before...
it was always with me,
maybe absent made the heart grew fonder...

but the old feeling came back to me when i met him....
the feeling was the same feeling the last time i saw him...
my heart beat faster...
i never felt that beat for a long long time...
it was liked a panicking feeling,
which made me sick to my stomach...
sweaty palms and cold sweat are one of the feeling...

i still remember the time when i thought would be the last time i could see him, i was nearly bursting in tears,
when i got back to the house i was already in tears...
wondering when will i ever see him again,
it was definitely a feeling which i do not want to remember,

but when we meet, there will always be a separation,
we will never stay together forever...
afterall this feeling is still very much present in me...

~you know you love me~